Getting Into Real World

Manusia bermacam ragam..

Dan sifat serta sikap someone itu kadangkala out of mind..

I wonder. Bagaimana mereka dapat menjalani kehidupan mereka dengan keadaan mereka yang sebegitu?

Ouh.. ternyata saya masih lagi kecil untuk menilai perkara tersebut.

But.. my mind is mature enough. (actually, my mind can be immatured sometimes.)

I can think, which is right and which part is wrong.

I always think, can i be a part of them?

Can i live with such that environment? Or, i’m still cannot adapt with it yet?

Was thinking whether i have to choose this way or that way..

Here i found people with many types of their habits.

A person who are very nice can be a bad people.

But a person who we always see him/her with their face of fierce may not necessarily be a bad one.

Why did i say that?

Because it happened to me.

I faced it everyday, everywhere.

And i could say that, i always ‘tertipu’ by what i have seen.

I’m sick of these things.

People lying every seconds.

Until i need to be a BAD girl to get know the truth.!

Some are cheating, some are annoying and some even be hypocrite.. erghh.

Mental betul..!

Not a few. But all of them.

Yea.. sometimes we didn’t realize what we had done.

But do we still do the same when we know what we do is totally wrong?

I’m not say that i’m the perfect one because kadang-kadang, saya juga begitu, menjadi seorang yang sangat jahat. Pernah je. And selalu je actually. but not TOO much i guess.

No one in this world are perfect unless we try to change our attitude to be perfect enough.

Here i would like to invite myself and you people to beriman with this:

Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah

nasib sesuatu kaum sehingga mereka

mengubah keadaan yang ada pada diri mereka sendiri

Surah Ar-Ra’d (ayat 11)

So?

What we’re waiting for?

Manusia berubah dari kejahatan kepada kebaikan is common thing in our life.

But, manusia change from nice to bad is something weird.

Entahlah.. sometimes people can’t be expected.

Me, also can be unpredictable one.  That’s why i told you guys, that I’M NOT THE PERFECT ONE.

I’m not that good.

I'll become like 'devil' if people deliberate 'ask' me to do so.

Means that, i'm also have my own bad habit.

But, biar kena pada tempatnya. Jangan ikut dan je.

Ini tidak..

They are old enough, is that how they show their ‘GOOD’ attitude to me?

Me, who just want to learn something new in my life.

Ouh. they're so childish. Sorry to say that. But the truth is, they are really, really childish.

See, i’m the ‘laser’ one. I will say whatever i wanna say, IF, there’s something makes me mad.

But i never forget to think, apa yang saya cakap, apa yang saya buat akan membuatkan orang lain terasa hati. I’m not pretend to feel guilty if i was so.

But on the other hand, people never feel guilty when they willing to hurt me.

I’m fed up of thinking others feeling at the same time no one care about my heart pain.

Sabar ajela.

i was thinking of many aspects in evaluating what happened in my daily life.

Saya melihat, saya mendengar, saya melaluinya.

I’m not judging people. i just make a conclusion based on apa yang telah saya lalui sekarang.

As for now, i’m little bit sad. Angry. Hurt. Sick. Frustated. All types of negative things.

But i try my best to be good and leave it to Allah then. Of course need suggestion and opinion from you guys in improving and correcting myself.

Setelah apa yang saya hadapi ini, i know that :

I have been in the real world.

Thank you Allah, for giving me a chance untuk merasai realiti kehidupan yang sebenar.

Alhamdulillah~ ^^

Kg. Air Hitam,

Kuantan Pahang.